Heartache

Honestly who ever knew a heart could ache this way. unreal!
I bawl constantly.

I come home from work and open my door to my bedroom and this is what i see:



My friend Katie came over and heart attacked my bedroom. She made me the most amazing brownies with caramel in the middle. She left me the first season of Girlmore Girls and a note to cheer me up.



Each heart has something written on it to make me happy... they posted a sign on the wall that says...




It seems so unbearable right now and I know that tomorrow will be easier than today and I just have to keep going. Right now, I just want to sit down and not have to keep going. My heart hurts so much right now I just don't know what to do, so I keep going even though I don't want too. Don't get me wrong everybody, William was a wonderful, amazing person and I love him with my whole heart. This will definently help though... they go all over the wall to my closest and all over in my bathroom.




Ahhh I so appreciate the little things... 2 years, I can't believe it's over.