Well it's finally over, ask William how much I've been crying the past several days. It's been pretty rough trying to say goodbye to everybody. The future of William and I is up in the air right now, he told me last night that he wasn't sure about being together anymore... I'm a little sad right now and so many mixed emotions. This has been the most incredible experience of my life. I have grown and learned in so many ways being here. I hate this place because of the government and how messed up the people are but I totally love it at the same time. I love it here so much and I love the experience and everything you can imagine. I feel like a chunk of my heart is being ripped out right now and I'm leaving it here and I need to learn how to manage without that piece from now on. I'm sure all 16 hours of my flight I will be bawling my eyes out. I want to come back here again, but I know it will never be the same. Ahhhh this is so hard! I never imagined that I would like Will's father as much as I do. I adore his sister Emma and Maulin's so nice and gracious. I hate it to so much it would be much easier to leave if I didn't like everybody, haha!
I have more pictures and I will share them on here when I get back. I'm just a little sad right now to spend time uploading them...
I have more pictures and I will share them on here when I get back. I'm just a little sad right now to spend time uploading them...
1 comment:
I understand; however, what you probably now have is a whole new appreciation for those things you DO have and the family and extended family that you will always have! Plus, you've had an experience that most of us never will. Thank you for sharing that with all of us. Love ya,
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